BIG BEREAVEMENT

Words by A. Jost

Music by A. Jost / B. Lehrbach

Ó  2001 by FORCE MAJEURE

I remembered clearly this one night

She cried trembling with fear

Her brown eyes

Were tired from the tears running down her face

I didn't know what happened

Sad staring eyes looked at me

She told the story

From the beginning till the end, my best friend died, suicide

Deep in my head I hear you shout:

"Where have you been when there's no way out

Dear friends hurt me in my past

So I killed me, fast !"

Since this day I cannot sleep

I feel myself deep in sorrow

Trying to find the reason

Which explains me this terrible deed

So  day-by-day I brood

Searching for realisation

Your decision wasn't good

I can't explain your will to die (no one tells me why)

            Deep in my head I hear you shout…

I hate you                   I never saw your problems

I killed you    Ii was me, who stretched you through the bottom

Despair...                   I wouldn't feel better for a while

I wasn't care   to you in this real hard time

Wait for me my friend, soon I will be with you

I'm not far from the end, release,  is all I can do

Pain fills my body, it's time to say good bye

There's no need to hurry, I think I'll make a try

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